January 2011
1. kick it around
sometimes i feel as though dylan and i should not be allowed to go out drinking together… it results in things such as waking up to all of the clothing i wore being torn/ripped/fucked up in some way, a lot of unknown injuries and bruises, me punching a chongo in the face and making him BLEED (he gave me permission to hit him..), a little too much dancing and a few too many oz’s of...
trouble is my business. ain't no more.
Push pull… every one of them gave me hope, then cracked my perfect shell of comfort. Mmm but I don’t mind so much anymore, because every one of them restored my sense of introversion. It’ll be slow and sweet. Slow and deeeeep. Correct mistakes, I think it’s funny everyone is so oblivious as to the way we work. I go up and down, and whenever I’m up I think I’ve...
Rikka Sormumen, so good
Little things are good
Like my best friend sitting in my work while I close, ordering non menu items at the drum without having to order at all, when i make a perfect latte, being able to say whatever I want to any people acting out of line at rep, emoji text conversations with Adam, black coffee and a smoke, perfect nails, good hair days, when someones name pops up on my iPhone screen and I get automatically happy,...
Devils in my details
Do you know what I love the most?
Even suburbs would be o.k. with you between my sheets
And the breeze in the window
‘Cause we will go there and ignore all our neighbors.
I think I’ll bring you breakfast and play Johnny Cash on the stereo I’ll sit in the lazy chair all day remembering the things you do, so when you come home
I’ll jump up to kiss you
and it
will
knock
you
back.
You’ll...
Now in these last agonizing minutes of life you have left, let me answer the...
that voooodooooo of ours has got me all twisted up
i am going to sit in bed and watch vanilla sky today. next weekend i most likely get durell, finally.
ahh yes
This is a little late but I am bored at work
2010: 133 15th ave se- aka Calgary girls sorority house turned into basically just a building of friends, the month of February being the most ultimate girl-party month, working at republik, colours Deville in the day and after hours, drum lunch breaks, so many nights with mikhalia in her apartment, Danny Motyka every day and every single awesome thing we did, neutral milk hotel and spooky,...
republik christmas/new year staff party @ local510
girls!
clearly a pair of dysfunctional humans
“kathleen, take a black metal photo of me.”
“laura, be black metal with me.”
my best.
two of my favourite men
shane you’re a creep.
dear dylan, i have bruises from you harassing me last night.
cute kitten
sometimes darren hates me, i hate darren. last night was one of those nights.
killing my dreams/i just keep dreaming
There are no more barriers to cross. All I have in common with the uncontrollable and the insane, the vicious and the evil,
all the mayhem I have caused and my utter indifference toward it, I have now surpassed. My pain is constant and sharp and I do not hope for a better world for anyone. I fact I want my pain to be inflicted on others. I want no escape. But even after admitting this, there is...
Chesterfield king
Create your own world inside of this big open one, let the years pass only find yourself a little more alone that you had hoped for all along. Alone is good, alone is concrete. We wished it for years and now re-tracing those steps might be a little hard. Snowy winds hollow out meaning. Dust in my eyes. That sinking feeling is back again, yet I have done no wrong. Bare hands, chipped nails,...
i never ever care and now i find myself caring and...
thankful for: deville girls deville girls deville girls
I will lay down my bones among the rocks and roots...
“The torment has ended, the beast has done his work. Great fires rage outside of this wooded sanctuary. But soon they will be quenched by a purifying rain, the embers of the ceremonial fire burn to ash.
A new warmth stirs within the center of the earth, I am alone here no more. The wood is filled with the sounds of wildness, the songs of birds fill the forest on this new morning. This...
Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
May will be the best month ever. Know why? ITALY AND BARCELONA WITH KELLY!? And I hope Simone? And maybe the hut?! Ahhhhhhhh live the dream.